Wolf is a Scientology
ex-member who, like me, is critical
of both the CoS and the
alt.religion.scientology
newsgroup (ARS) crowd. However, in
addition, he has an absolutely brilliant style that makes reading his
posts a real pleasure. Here are some excerpts, grouped by themes. A
couple of full posts of his can also be found
here.
I am indeed the epitomy of a sales
professional Starshadow. Glib, charismatic, undeniably handsome and
sincere and a firm believer that it's an honorable and fulfilling
vocation. Besides which, my only other schooling is as an auditor and I
don't have any bloody choice if I want to eat!
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Competitively speaking, my current business has
survived 16 years of assaults by better financed, better schooled and
better located opponents. They're gone. I'm thriving. To the man, each
one of them figured they could whip me because they viewed my style of
operating as stupid and old-fashioned. In my defense, I restrained
myself from a malicious grin and evil peal of laughter when I cut their
fucking hearts out. I am a compassionate and caring soul.....
Lisa McPherson
The Introspection Rundown
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
In the case of Lisa McPherson I blame the individuals directly involved and
see no reason to blame the 'tech', whatever I may think about the value or
lack of value of the Introspection r/d. For the record, I think the
Introspection r/d is bullshit. But I also thought it was bullshit to eat
wafers and drink red wine while the minister mumbled about the body of
Christ.
Asserting that she was killed by the introspection rundown is the worst sort
of demonization
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Lisa McPherson apparently died while
on the introspection R/D. That disregard for her health and even
malicious mistreatment was rendered by the three main players in this
sad occurance seems obvious. Are they guilty of manslaughter? That's for
the courts to decide. Do I think so. Yes. Based upon what I have heard
and seen this seems to be the case. Asserting that she was killed by the
introspection rundown is the worst sort of demonization and proves
nothing about Scn. More to the point, it proves that many critics are
full of hype, bigotry and prejudice which they hide under the fuzzy
blanket of concern about the evil cult.
You assert, therefore you are
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In the end, if [the three people
involved] are tried and found guilty, I have little doubt that the
introspection r/d and the CofS will be harmed by that finding. But it's
not apparent or even suspected that the tech of Scn in any way leads to
the death of some of it's members. To suggest otherwise would be to
suggest that humankind is divided into two distinct groups: those that
are victims and those that are perpetrators. If you believe that then
there is little I can say that will make sense to you.
In short, it appears that your mindset
re: The CofS is that it's methods are harmful and it's practitioners are
aware of that and use it anyway. Lack of proof, or even lack of enough
similar events doesn't seem to give you pause to think. You assert,
therefore you are.
50,000 babies slaughtered every year
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Instead, I view it more like the ritual baby-killings of Satanists. That
meme spread throughout the US and the Uk to the point where otherwise
reasonable and logical people actually believed that 50,000 babies were
being slaughtered every year. While it has been proven, in at least once
instance, that some people, purporting to being Stanists, did kill a
baby, the facts hardly bear out the accusations and irrational fear of
the public.
The illogic of ARS
group-think seems to be:
*Lisa McPherson dies
*She's on the I/R
*She should have received proper care
*The I/R 'seems' to have instructions that may have been mis-applied
and led to her death
*Therefore, the I/R killed her
*Therefore, because the I/R is part of Scn, Scn policy and tech kills
*Therefore, Scientology kills
*Therefore, any deaths may be seen to be caused by Scn tech, which
kills
Is the above true or false? If
you answered true, then you answered exactly like a Christian bigoted
against Jews in the middle ages. Or perhaps like an ill-informed
illiterate who believes that 50,000 babies per year are being thrown
into the maw of Satan. The obvious answer is
false and the lack of suspicious deaths alone ought to dissuade one
from over-reacting.
That doesn't make
McPherson's death any less a crime, if indeed it's proven to be one.
It's just not a crime committed by an entire body of people who both
accept and apply a technology that they know leads to death. To suggest
such is, at the very least, a reprehensible and destructive mindset.
ARS is gradually evolving into the
very same thing it's main speakers say they hate about Scientology. But
since you're already a cultie, you wouldn't have noticed.
The limits of ARS and media negative information.
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Just read in the paper this morning
that GM/Chevy trucks rank as #1 in customer satisfaction. Despite the
heavy media attention GM received about exploding gas tanks. Are you
really suprised that negative media coverage doesn't always cause
lowered sales? Do you still eat apples? Drink coffee? Buy packaged
meats? Despite ARS assertions that negative PR *does* have a negative
effect on potential Scn's, the fact is that media exposure often does
little more than raise public awareness that certain things actually
exist. Realize too that excessive criticism often makes people curious
as to what all the ruckus is about. And not every curious person agrees
with the negative PR. Just the musings of someone who has made a good
living selling contentious products and services for 30 years...
Illusion of critics about the effectiveness of ARS
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
I've been hearing that on ARS for four
years. Before ARS I was hearing it as far back as the early 60's. I was
in Scn when the FDA banned emeters. Same thing, less media. Critics now
think the net is what forms world opinion and they think ARS forms
public opinion about Scn. If you think that, I can see why you align
yourself with some of the scoundrels you do.
ARS may unwittingly help the CoS to grow
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Did it ever occur to you, or any ARS readers, that one of the eventual
outcomes of ARS may be to make Scn a better, stronger competitor? That
by constant pressure you might be having a part in actually growing
the CofS, rather than eliminating it?
Keith Henson:
> Wolf, I think you could match posters for having/not having
experience. Martin was a member, Pope Charles was not. Grady was not,
Dennis was.
Wolf:
It might be considerably less than 50/50 Keith. Interesting though
that three of the above posters are three of the most vulgar,
contemptious and crass posters on ARS. Anything that is posted that does
not meet with their approval is roundly answered with at least one or
more of these words/phrases: fuck - you - piece - of - shit - asshole -
blow - turd - cunt - fuckwit and so on. The internet is indeed a model
of free speech... not to mention public domain. How come these bright
boys haven't considered how archived files of their true nature might
look in the public's mind?
> I have met a *lot* of the critics by now, and far from being
bitter, most of them are really amusing and interesting folks to
be around.
No doubt many of them are fun. I'd argue with you on the bitter
though. It's hard to write thousands of articles to a ng without the
true nature of what drives you showing through.
Having an opinion makes one a critic, but it doesn't make the criticism valid.
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Wolf:
> > A very select few on ARS are valid critics of Scn who keep their
own minds despite the 'consensus' you think they all must inevitably
reach.
NoScieno:
> I suppose you have an idea of what a "valid" critic is; as far as
I'm concerned anyone who expresses an opinion on the work of others is
a critic. If I go see a movie and tell someone what I think of it, I'm
a movie critic.
Wolf:
You're right. Having an opinion makes one a critic. But it doesn't
make the criticism valid. That's the major problem with ARS. Too many
assholes with mere opinions.
Jocking and Degrading
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
More to the point though, ARS'ers are
perfect targets for J&D because they tend to fall quickly into the
patter of condescending humor and terms that degrade Scn. The nice thing
about humor and sarcasm is that once a person commits themselves to that
method of attacking an opponent, they're wide open for counter-humor. I
think anyone still calling Scn's clams is mere fish bait and are showing
more their own lack of humor and intelligence than any real wit. You'd
think if the ARS-snobs were really bright, they'd have come up with a
new joke by now...
The ARS cultl leader
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Right now Starshadow, there is a power struggle in the ARS Cult. Erlich
has seemingly lost ground because he can't get a job and Wollersheim has
been found out to be what many of us knew all along, an attention-mooch.
Tilman has fallen victim to the clam-meme virus and Rob has proven
steadily that he's too intelligent to buy into _all_ the rants and spew
of this cult. RVY and his bride are angling to fill the vacuum by
planning and staging daring GO type operations and rescuing fair maidens
in the nick of time, but who can trust a couple of ex-GO button men?
Barwell would love to be leader but he *plonks* anyone who says anything
that isn't exactly what he wants to hear. Henson has the smarts, but the
RTC left tread marks on his checkbook. I don't think you want the job...
so... that leaves Dave Bird, He's the only ARS cultie here who has
consistently been looney enough to dribble his garbage out in an
on-policy, 100% standard fashion. Plus there's the added bonus of his
giant beard and bohemian appearance. I vote for Dave!
I'm not sure who you hung out with
while a Scn., but most of the people I dealt with were well-read, open
minded and acutely aware of the world around them. Of course, I didn't
hang out with SO types... they were too zombie-like and fanatical for my
tastes... not to mention uninformed.
ARS only deserves foot soldiers
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Wolf:
> > I wish you ARS cultists would get it through your skulls... wgert,
gunny, whip and the rest aren't major assets of the CofS. They're
grunts. Foot soldiers. They don't know dick about what the RTC is up to.
The threat of any enemy can be determined by the quality of the assets
sent against it. Erlich, Henson, Wollersheim did, at one point, present
a threat. That's why bigger guns were brought into play. You guys get
wgert. Which shows how much impact ARS has had in the last four years.
Starshadow:
> Why do we need any foot soldiers at all? Why does a religion need
foot soldiers at all? Why not just ignore ars if it is that little a
threat?
Wolf:
Huh? Did you snooze through history class? I'm not suggesting ARS
isn't a threat. What I _am_ suggesting is that CofS doesn't see it as a
great threat right now. You'll know when they do, of that you can be
sure.
> I feel awfully free when I read the wgerts. Co$ sends in the drones
because there's not much else they really *can* do about the ARSCC
Flap, is there?
Why bother? I wouldn't worry about a bunch of broke dick critics who,
FTMP, resort to pleas for stamps and money orders and checks to pay
their rent. At least you have Minton, who I suspect may have about as
much money as FSO earns in a couple of weeks.
<snip confusing patter involving Bozo and nose squeeking>
COS
DirtyTricks
Scientology does not utilize the
confidential contents of PC folders for blackmail
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
What you've seen are things posted on
this ng that have been claimed to be from peoples folders. Common sense
(of which I have copious amounts) would tell you that after millions of
hours of auditing, somebody, somewhere is bound to scan a few folders
looking for dirt. It happens in Law offices, psychiatric offices,
doctors offices all the time. But to make a point: *Scientology* does
not utilize the confidental contents of pc folders for blackmail.
Anymore than psychiatry uses session notes to blackmail.
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
I hate to split hairs, but it's my
specialty. I'll acknowledge that some in the GO/OSA power circle may
have culled data from folders. By pointing out that professionals have
been accused and found guilty in other arenas of similar breaches in
confidence I'm not attempting to lessen what may have been done by GO
people. In either instance it's contemptable. But a mental health
professional or attorney who violates confidentiality doesn't make all
his/her peers guilty by association. Nor does the random act by a GO/OSA
member. *Scientology* doesn't use pc folders to blackmail anymore than
*psychiatry* uses session notes to blackmail.
"Harassment" of Wolf's mother
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Starshadow:
>Grady Ward's mother was called on by Ingram who stole photos of her
son. There are lots of others so harassed right here on this ng, why not
ask them?? Oh, I forgot. We are all droids and bigots, can't trust us.
Wolf:
My mother - who is an ex-Scn - had a visit 18 months ago from OSA
people. They were looking for an individual who shared her residence and
had been involved with some German reporters. How to interpret that
visit? Harrassment? Covert Ops? Intimidation? I don't know... how about
2 people who represented the CofS knocking on a door and asking
questions about a matter that concerned their group? The freedom of
movement and speech that we still have in this country does not exclude
CofS and they have the same right to move about, ask questions and
investigate matters they deem of significance as ARS'ers have to picket
or drop into an org and ask some 17 year old receptionist about BT's. My
mother was initially perturbed by the visit, but after speaking to her
at length and asking her exactly what the people asked and their manner
she concluded that she had overreacted. Was this reaction due, in part,
to her occassional ARS lurking and the spin of this group?
>Certainly. She has not since heard a word from OSA... even though
they are well aware she is a highly trained auditor who remains critical
of the CofS mngmnt.
I have other friends who have
experienced visits from OSA people and who didn't define those visits as
harrassment. Why should I take Grady Ward's mother's assessment over the
assessment of my own mother or people I know well who are highly
critical of Scn? My aim here is to at least suggest that some of the
emotional heat pumped into the alleged harrassment may be bs. ARS
hard-liners call that the act of an 'apologist'. Personally I see it
more as adding a little sense to the issue.
"Harassement" through caller ID during vacation
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Starshadow:
> The PI I'm speaking of *stole* photos and misrepresented himself.
There are numerous other such instances I've seen detailed here.
It's not happening to me, but then I think I'm not perceived as
much of a threat.
I just read an accusation of Scn
harrassment from a guy who got back from vacation and finding several
pay phone calls on his caller ID, proceeded directly to ARS and wrote a
big report on OSA harrassing him. He even gave the freaking pay phone
numbers and dates. Duh. Some harrassment eh? They wait for him to leave
town and then dial his number? And then when he gets back.. nothing.
Here's what I think. I think some harrassment has been done. I think
virtually every (not every, but virtually) report to ARS is edited to
appeal to the mindset of the group. I have also read numerous reports of
so-called harrassment where it was painfully obvious that the poster was
praying it was harrassment... because that's the way to get recognition
on this ng. How do you sort the truth out from the BS? Answer. You
really don't. Nobody has the resources or even the desire to track down
every dead animal, phone call, man with sunglasses and bad credit
report. Sometimes shit happens just because. Reading ARS you'd have to
think SCN *does* have OT's if they can create that much disruption.
Believe it or not, most mysterious
coincidences are well within the normal probability ranges. How hard is
it for someone who is bigoted towards a class of people (you know..
clams, evil cultists, death cult, criminal cult... bigotry) to jump to
the conclusion they're being harrassed when something fairly routine
happens. The cat thing had me laughing so hard I woke my kid up. For
Christ's Sake! There are about 900 million cats in America. How hard is
it to believe you may occassionaly see a dead one? Yes. Even on your
porch. Only on ARS would this be reported as harrassment, seconded and
then generate a long argumentative thread. And you claim you believe
what you read here?
PIs
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
> I criticise the Pope, and many do, but I've not seen accounts
similar of a Vatican investigation of their critics. Why does a
church need lawyers and PIs in the first place, let alone a "boot
camp" etc. etc.
Last time I checked
being a PI is a legal and legitimate business. If you ever need one,
you'll be able to answer the question yourself. I can't answer for the
Pope or the vatican, but I've heard rumor that entire armies had been
raised in the past and that they even have their own military to protect
his holiness. Now why do you suppose that is? Is there a chance that
there is an entire group of hate-filled bigots out there who would love
to get another shot at him?
Fraud
Generalizations
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Here's an analogy for you to think
about. You know as well as I that anyone can go buy a book on Cold
Reading and suddenly become a psychic. Since I've seen a post where you
claim to be a psychic, is it fair for me to brand you as a scam artist
because some, or even most psychics are? In fact, since books and
techniques exist which prove that one can scam people while appearing to
be a psychic, doesn't that automatically make all psychics criminals? Or
are you willing to defend both the workability and usefulness of *some*
of the lore of that area while admitting that it is rife with fraud and
deceit?
Human foilables are no more or less present in Scn than they are in any other
work place.
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
I never refused to talk. What I don't
do (and didn't then), was get in the face of just anybody who sees
things differently than I do... particularly if there is nothing to be
gained. This has as much to do with any job or group as Scn. Be a little
more open minded Starshadow and you might see that butt-kissing,
aggressive behavior, complaining, whining, back-stabbing, lying,
cheating, stealing and the entire host of human foilables are no more or
less present in Scn than they are in any other work place.
You ex-SO people's diatribes all do seem to run together and melt into
one common theme. WTF cares if Hubbard was a charismatic BS'er? I knew
that about him in 1967. So what? George Washington was a slave owner
and
I don't see anyone denying the validity of the Republic because he
was.
Hubbard is dead. He created a colorful past. He re-wrote other's works
and claimed them for his own. Scn is valid because Scientologists say
so. They keep spending dough on it despite the BS of Hubbard and his
history. Remove your own prejudice (perhaps based on negative SO
experiences) from the equasion and that's what you have. If you really
mean to reform Scn and it's mngmnt you won't accomplish it with
charges of brainwashing, fools and a dead man's ego.
As for my 20 years in Scn, it was fun, profitable
and I learned much that has been a boon to me since. I didn't even
have
to spend $100,000 or sign a billion year contract... that stuff is for
losers.
The effectiveness of Scn doctrine
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
I'm not sure what your point is. For starters, I don't have a clue
what
a 'scn apologist' is, I gather that's an opinion-laden arena as well.
As
for Scn itself, it has been roundly criticized, attacked, sued, yelled
at, picketed and denigrated for nearly 50 years. And the last time I
checked it was still present and accounted for. There are entire
nations that didin't have that much longevity.
Now... you were saying something about the ineffectiveness of their
doctrine?
The inability to prove something
exists doesn't prove it's non-existant.
Usenet post from the newsgroup alt.religion.scientology.
Wolf:
> > > > So long as you're convinced (as I understand you to be)
that all human experience, reaction and action are brain-driven this
makes sense. You know my views and history well enough to know I am not
so convinced.
Henson:
> > >Occam's razor. You don't need to invoke invisible causal
agents to account for the observations. If you don't need them, they
complicate the picture needlessly.
Wolf:
> > Tell that to Gallileo. Up into proper instruments were invented
and then accepted (which seems to have been difficult at the time) for
perceiving the invisible causal agents, they complicated the picture then
as well. Same holds for the microscope. Occam's Razor indeed.
Henson:
> I see your point. So far I know of no objective evidence that
humans have "spirits" other than the kind I see in a running
computer operating system. I have often asked: Where does the OS spirit go when you
turn off the power? Come up with objective evidence that spirits persist
over past lives, and I will certainly reconsider my world view.
Wolf:
We've been here before. It's easy to see that Scn *can* assert it is a
religion because it acknowledges spirits. Proving the existence is
another matter. OTOH, 1-900 psychics might be able to make a similar
claim about being religious. The way I see it is that the inability to
prove something exists doesn't prove it's non-existant.
This web site is
NOT created by a Scientologist. It is created by a Scientology EX-MEMBER
who is critical of Scientology. However, this ex-member is ALSO critical
of the anti-Scientology movement. This does not make him a
Scientologist, nor a defender of Scientology.